Jump to content

All Activity

This stream auto-updates     

  1. Yesterday
  2. Game For Now

    Serious topic

    I’m not sure why you quoted me. Sorry to hear about all this. You shouldn’t trust people who are meth, crack, coke, etc heads. That’s common knowledge. You also shouldn’t judge people for going to gay bars, guys with a high sex drive or guys with a mental illness The show is called “13 Reasons Why”. Try calling that number
  3. John....

    Serious topic

    so I just left the apartment, I see that getting out into fresh air and seeing people walking around doing shit just sparks something inside of me, I cannot imprison myself in here. Its not healthy to not get out
  4. We all know Raven is a member here 🙄
  5. John....

    Serious topic

    when I was in treatment I do remember one counselor she was young and pretty, but super professional and extremely focused on providing quality care. We had group meetings with her where we would openly discuss our problems, and she said right at the start "okay close that door we're going to sit here talk and listen and cut the bullshit" ....she was not playing and she kept it on point, she told me about my ex saying "that's an abusive relationship" in her mind I could tell from the way she spoke that that was not only not acceptable it would never be a consideration to attempt working that out. I just never thought about how bad things were with him, and several people have informed me to cut any and all ties with him permanently dont ever speak to nor see him again
  6. John....

    Serious topic

    I'll be True Me and that means open and honest to a fault, I have a pair of industrial scissors I bought from home depot they can pretty much cut anything. I kept going back to that scene in "12 Reasons Why" where Hanna slit her wrists, I thought that would be a bit much and if I made it thru one arm will I not freak out from that sight and not cut the other? Calling NS hotline was simply an attempt to have someone to talk to, I don't want to end my life now, and didnt then, I want to have a better life, one with true support. BUT as it stands I dont have any friends, Im an introvert and I dont trust too much anymore I shut down. I guess that's why I dont even have sex anymore, I've been celibate before for a year, now Im at 6 months, its not about sex, its about connection, and I'm not finding it, and when I try it fails. I do own some responsibility because I didnt vet those guys very well before trying to integrate them into my world. A meth head, a bipolar whore ...I mean really? at least now I can say I recognize the kind of guys I would work best with meaning guys like me educated not into the gay bar scene and not whores nor are they about drugs, I mean someone not only with goals but a plan to achieve them
  7. Game For Now

    Serious topic

  8. John....

    Serious topic

    before, it was such a shit time for me that sometimes the only way to make it thru is to laugh about it......I'm like these mofos got me on hold, do they not know this is probably the one line you really dont want someone on hold, so I laughed about it at the time
  9. Jean blocked the psychic nanites that were controlling Storm. Then she borrowed Tchalla's and Trinary's mind linked them together and used Panthers genius intellect and did psychic surgery to remove them from Storm.
  10. Sounds like we wrote her intro “goddess” “essence of art”... damn
  11. I love everything about this
  13. John....

    What are you listening to?

    "Would You Mind"
  14. I love a softer red lip on her, the recent tour had such a strong red it was a bit much softer tones here and there accentuate Janet's beauty
  15. Love you, MorganR! Janet knows she's stunning, and that's a look, period.
  16. Damitajo

    Janet Jackson’s. - multittracks

    Aren't you on Madonna-Infinity.com too? I'm too broke and clueless as to where to get trading material so hearing anything involving her stems for trade makes me
  17. kidfresh832

    What TV Shows Are You Into Now?

    Episode 3 of Luke Cage season 2. Pretty good so far
  18. Last week
  19. I love that she dresses age appropriate
  20. Game For Now

    The Official Legendtina Aguilera Thread

    Bc The Carters’ album is shit sooooo He went Gold with a sell out tour Something Xtina can’t do
  21. is that new music playing in the background?
  22. JoeJoe

    The Official Legendtina Aguilera Thread

    not really an ouch considering Beyonce only sold 10,000 more copies. Did Justin go platinum yet?
  1. Load more activity