bu. Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 Just fuck off . Have you had bad luck this year? Had a string of bullshit happen this year? Vent out and tell 2012 to FUCK OFF. If you've had a positive year then fuck off and stay out . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Utopia Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 Now imagine if 2013 is worse ... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Paul Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 I've given up complaining because every year I think things can't get worse and shit happens again, but that's life. You have to roll with the punches and overcome. You focus on the good things instead of the negatives 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bu. Posted August 30, 2012 Author Share Posted August 30, 2012 Now imagine if 2013 is worse ... Ch...I don't even want to think of what could go wrong in 2013. I've given up complaining because every year I think things can't get worse and shit happens again, but that's life. You have to roll with the punches and overcome. You focus on the good things instead of the negatives That's nice but venting is good for the soul too ...it allows one to get shit out of the system. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Utopia Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 Ch...I don't even want to think of what could go wrong in 2013. That's nice but venting is good for the soul too ...it allows one to get shit out of the system. LMAO. shit always happens. that's life Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 I've given up complaining because every year I think things can't get worse and shit happens again, but that's life. You have to roll with the punches and overcome. You focus on the good things instead of the negatives you have an amazing sense of control some of us are just not there, maybe we can be and choose not to be. My mom told me I should not have given up on nursing school so soon. I have been drinking a lot lately and really am heart broken, this year has been in the shitter now that I left nursing school. I have to figure out now what I intend to do. So 2012 has been a terrible year. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 Ch...I don't even want to think of what could go wrong in 2013. That's nice but venting is good for the soul too ...it allows one to get shit out of the system. I have to live with the embarrassment, the shame, the guilt, the self doubt. I hate my life I really do, if Henry were here he would be kicking my ass he's all for tough love. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kim Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 you have an amazing sense of control some of us are just not there, maybe we can be and choose not to be. My mom told me I should not have given up on nursing school so soon. I have been drinking a lot lately and really am heart broken, this year has been in the shitter now that I left nursing school. I have to figure out now what I intend to do. So 2012 has been a terrible year. *HUGS* Have you thought about going back though? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 *HUGS* Have you thought about going back though? yes at another school, many students that are successful at this particular school said they don't think nursing is the wrong choice, they said the school was. It seemed easy enough, get the best grades, know the entrance test and you're in. It's tough to get in, out of 160 plus applicants, they take only 40, I was 1 of 7 applicants that got in on my first application. The first African American Male admitted to this school's nursing program. I made some bad choices and for that they ran me out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kim Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 yes at another school, many students that are successful at this particular school said they don't think nursing is the wrong choice, they said the school was. It seemed easy enough, get the best grades, know the entrance test and you're in. It's tough to get in, out of 160 plus applicants, they take only 40, I was 1 of 7 applicants that got in on my first application. The first African American Male admitted to this school's nursing program. I made some bad choices and for that they ran me out. Mind sharing why they drove you out? Have you started the ball rolling on getting in to another school? I'd hate to see you stay in this rut when it sounds like you already know that you want to go back to nursing school. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 Mind sharing why they drove you out? Have you started the ball rolling on getting in to another school? I'd hate to see you stay in this rut when it sounds like you already know that you want to go back to nursing school. I was driven out because I didn't fit the White girl mold, but they also had more legit reasons, although not proven. I can go back to my alma mater UofM and go for another degree in nursing there, it will take more time now, because I have to start over, but considering all that I have learned why not I have come too far Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 with the exception of a BJ I haven't had any sex this year, not that I feel like it, I mean if it's just a fuck-n-go, why bother. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 and in two days it will be my birthday, every year I always get the same thing, some of Scott's hot ass, this year I won't even bother. and I fucked him hard last year, made him wear some of my ex's underwear I kept Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 somebody told me I need Jesus, I said I cant run up behind Madonna ewww :& Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bu. Posted August 30, 2012 Author Share Posted August 30, 2012 Aww Roman. You sound so sad ! How long of nursing school did you have left? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 Aww Roman. You sound so sad ! How long of nursing school did you have left? I would have finished June 2013, so it's not as bad, it's 5 quarters I made it thru 2, some people get all the way to the 5th quarter and fail out, that would be devastating Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bu. Posted August 30, 2012 Author Share Posted August 30, 2012 So when do you go to this new school? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 sometimes life is nothing more than playing a game, letting those know they have power and you know your place, I fucked up, Perfect Patti messed up, and I tried to fix it, but them White women are vicious. I still have nursing books all over the room, I haven't cleaned up this mess, I have been in a funk now for a whole week Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 at least I'm not suicidal anymore. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 So when do you go to this new school? they start Sept 4th, but I have not even gone and enrolled, I still can but it's getting kindalate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bu. Posted August 30, 2012 Author Share Posted August 30, 2012 You shouldn't have got off the bus, Rosa ! You shouldn't have let those menopasual white women run you out of the school and thus win. Build yourself up Roman. Stay strong. You can make it through the rain - don't let anybody ever...EVER bring you down! They have no right to make you feel like shit. You are your own human being. They do not own the air you breathe, the steps you take...they don't own you so don't let them power over you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 You shouldn't have got off the bus, Rosa ! You shouldn't have let those menopasual white women run you out of the school and thus win. Build yourself up Roman. Stay strong. You can make it through the rain - don't let anybody ever...EVER bring you down! They have no right to make you feel like shit. You are your own human being. They do not own the air you breathe, the steps you take...they don't own you so don't let them power over you. that's how my mum felt, she thought I should have fought them harder, the problem is they have the program set up to where they win everything, they do, they will argue we must run a tight ship, these are people's lives we take into our hands and we have no room for error, that argument always wins for them. They will say "do you want him to be the nurse at your grandma's bedside?" automatic lose for me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bu. Posted August 30, 2012 Author Share Posted August 30, 2012 that's how my mum felt, she thought I should have fought them harder, the problem is they have the program set up to where they win everything, they do, they will argue we must run a tight ship, these are people's lives we take into our hands and we have no room for error, that argument always wins for them. They will say "do you want him to be the nurse at your grandma's bedside?" automatic lose for me Is there any chance you could explain exactly what happened? If you don't want to I totally understand. Just don't let them break you... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 Is there any chance you could explain exactly what happened? If you don't want to I totally understand. Just don't let them break you... I was angry wrote the school president a letter saying the program was not fair and I pissed off a lot of people so they decided to help me find the exit. I was also accused of cheating. Never proven so my record is still great, I can take that with me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted August 30, 2012 Share Posted August 30, 2012 what was so wrong with your year Bu? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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