That's where I am, some of us, have been fans for a really long time, so I can speak for myself, and truth is, I've had the fortune of enjoying most of Janet's successes, and now it feels like the energy she used to feed off of us at shows is the energy we also require, we don't have that from her now. I also mention, often, she is a mother now, and that changes so much in her world, at this point in her career I'm not sure fans are her priority not nearly as much as her personal affairs. It is what it is. I'm not bothered because I dont expect anything from her, if a project comes along great, I'm a diehard for life, love the woman, and if she's doing her thing, as it appears, I wish her nothing but the absolute best.