2012 is just. There was just a huge funky vibe I felt once 2012 hit, and it was #JudgementTime for everyone (including family) that I encountered throughout life. I'm not really complaining though. So far 2012 taught me how to water my spiritual garden, patience, and to follow my initial instincts. When I meditate (I needed to do so to keep from snapping hard at ppl; however, everyone wasn't safe), I reflect on things that happened, and remind myself that the situations were needed to make me overall stronger and to a certain extent go back to the "old" no nonsense atmosphere I created as a teen. Basically I lost myself after certain things, and 2012 was the year I needed to find myself before it was too late. Something better happen this year.