Firstly, everything you explained here, I already know, as I am a black man myself. I am completely aware of the mind trap that your environment can nurture into you. I'm not ignorant of this. Yes I have been able to travel, but please don't think for one second that where you are from is the only place that drives negative images of black people into peoples heads because the UK is full of that racist bullshit. Just don't undermind other cultures and their difference and how they percieve you because as a black man, I was treated FAR better in Japan than I ever have been in the UK.