Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 Since I can't find the other one I made this one. If a mod finds the other, feel free to merge. I just wanted to admit something. Starting around my next bday, I'll be going through FtM transition. Yeah. So, your confession(s)? I thought being open about what was on my mind would make me more sure. It's only confused me even more. Every time I think I have something figured out, I always second guess myself. Usually these end up with greater and deeper conclusions, but something like this is far too serious to think over too often. I guess that's the main reason I've put off the date so I can be beyond sure of it all. I'm most definitely not a full woman, yet I'm not a full man either. But gender only comes in two. So what the hell am I? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TwistedElegance™ Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 Wow, that's such a huge step. Why, exactly? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 Wow, that's such a huge step. Why, exactly? You want the full story or the abbreviated version? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TwistedElegance™ Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 You want the full story or the abbreviated version? Better go with the abbreviated. I'm about to go to bed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 Better go with the abbreviated. I'm about to go to bed. Well long story short will make it like many others you've heard. For years, I've felt, out of place, with my gender. Since I was a child, really. It didn't get to the extent I felt I really needed to change until I hit my teens when I really started developing. I felt at least okay when I was young because I looked neutral and didn't know about sex so the lower half didn't matter to me at that time. But getting older now, and looking like what I'm not, which is a full woman is not for me. It'll be a gradual change since I'm still sorting through things. Starting with just the breast reduction, which in itself will be big. I'll be going from double D cup to a B cup, if you get the difference I know you're not American so the measuring system may be different for where you are But yeah, I'll be starting there, mostly to get people used to me looking different and then change more and more as time persists. Overall, I feel it'll be about a year and a half, two years for the full change. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cnd Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 Wow, Reyna. I wish you all the best with your transition. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 Wow, Reyna. I wish you all the best with your transition. Thanks. I didn't know how people would receive this here so typing this took some nerve Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cnd Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 Thanks. I didn't know how people would receive this here so typing this took some nerve I'm sure it did. I can't imagine it being easy for you to open up about it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TwistedElegance™ Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 Well long story short will make it like many others you've heard. For years, I've felt, out of place, with my gender. Since I was a child, really. It didn't get to the extent I felt I really needed to change until I hit my teens when I really started developing. I felt at least okay when I was young because I looked neutral and didn't know about sex so the lower half didn't matter to me at that time. But getting older now, and looking like what I'm not, which is a full woman is not for me. It'll be a gradual change since I'm still sorting through things. Starting with just the breast reduction, which in itself will be big. I'll be going from double D cup to a B cup, if you get the difference I know you're not American so the measuring system may be different for where you are But yeah, I'll be starting there, mostly to get people used to me looking different and then change more and more as time persists. Overall, I feel it'll be about a year and a half, two years for the full change. Well I'm sure you know you have a massive journey ahead. I'm impressed by your courage. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 I'm sure it did. I can't imagine it being easy for you to open up about it. Part of my own acceptance, I suppose. I have to come to terms somehow. Plus you guys, save a small few, I felt would at least be polite. I just hope nothing changes now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 Well I'm sure you know you have a massive journey ahead. I'm impressed by your courage. Definitely. I'm still kind of scared, to be honest with you. But it's something I have to be honest with. I can't live a lie. And thank you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CK1Czar Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 As long as you feel that it's the right decision and it will make you happier. Good luck Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kim Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 I wish you well on your journey. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aquaria Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 Definitely. I'm still kind of scared, to be honest with you. But it's something I have to be honest with. I can't live a lie. And thank you. Being honest with yourself is the first crucial step to finding happiness. I remember when I was around 17 and came out to myself, that was life changing. It all goes back to self acceptance and you're on the right track baby, you were born this way Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 Being honest with yourself is the first crucial step to finding happiness. I remember when I was around 17 and came out to myself, that was life changing. It all goes back to self acceptance and you're on the right path baby, you were born this way Oh I knew I could count on you to make me laugh Thank you, man. I needed that Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aquaria Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 Oh I knew I could count on you to make me laugh Thank you, man. I needed that I was being sincere with that Gaga quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 As long as you feel that it's the right decision and it will make you happier. Good luck I wish you well on your journey. Thank you to you both Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 I was being sincere with that Gaga quote I know. It just still made me giggle. The sentiment did get across, entirely. And I thank you. I will feel free to express myself Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aquaria Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 I know. It just still made me giggle. The sentiment did get across, entirely. And I thank you. I will feel free to express myself Express yourself don't repress yourself How old are you if you don't mind me asking I always assumed like 16 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 Express yourself don't repress yourself How old are you if you don't mind me asking I always assumed like 16 While stepping into the free xone Oh I don't mind. In truest honesty, 17. So you're just a year off Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aquaria Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 While stepping into the free xone Oh I don't mind. In truest honesty, 17. So you're just a year off Oh, a Janet reference My self acceptance music comes from Madonna and Gaga, but Janet helped me with other thangs. Particularly "Together Again" I have a gift for guessing people's ages and being a year off Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 Oh, a Janet reference My self acceptance music comes from Madonna and Gaga, but Janet helped me with other thangs. Particularly "Together Again" I have a gift for guessing people's ages and being a year off Janet and Mike have been my rocks for self-acceptance. I can see where Madonna has helped you, though. Yeah, "Together Again" is some magic all its own. :lol: So silly Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aquaria Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 Confession: I'm already sick of my new username Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reyna ♔ Posted September 10, 2011 Author Share Posted September 10, 2011 Confession: I'm already sick of my new username Same here Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aquaria Posted September 10, 2011 Share Posted September 10, 2011 Same here We need to lift the time limit Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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